Blink 182

A Letter to Elise

Oh Elise it doesn't matter what you say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep on acting out the same
The way we act out
Every way to smile
Forget
And make-believe we never needed
Any more than this
Any more than this

Oh Elise it doesn't matter what you do
I know I'll never really get inside of you
To make your eyes catch fire
The way they should
The way the blue could pull me in
If they only would
If they only would
At least I'd lose this sense of sensing something else
That hides away
From me and you
There're worlds to part
With aching looks and breaking hearts
And all the prayers your hands can make
Oh I just take as much as you can throw
And then throw it all away
Oh I throw it all away
Like throwing faces at the sky
Like throwing arms round
Yesterday
I stood and stared
Wide-eyed in front of you
And the face I saw looked back
The way I wanted to
But I just can't hold my tears away
The way you do

Elise believe I never wanted this
I thought this time I'd keep all of my promises
I thought you were the girl I always dreamed about
But I let the dream go
And the promises broke
And the make-believe ran out...

So Elise
It doesn't matter what you say
I just can't stay here every yesterday
Like keep on acting out the same
The way we act out
Every way to smile
Forget
And make-believe we never needed
Any more than this
Any more than this

And every time I try to pick it up
Like falling sand
As fast as I pick it up
It runs away through my clutching hands
But there's nothing else I can really do
There's nothing else I can really do
There's nothing else
I can really do
At all...

Helena
Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst to take, from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very heart you sold
And what's the worst you take, from every heart you break
And like a blade you stain
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend
To leave, and then,
we'll meet again,
When both our cars collide?

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight

Sports Carnival

Today was the sports carnival for the upper secondary pupils. And yeah most of us participated in sports, except a few exceptions who skipped the entire event. Well I took part in volleyball, and had a fun time whacking the balls. Not to mention whacking the ball out of the court 3-4 times, causing some pupils to run back and forth picking up the balls, and got hit on the face by JunTing with the volleyball. Belverde didn't win the volleyball event, but the soccer boys did well by clenching the 1st place. Amazing match it was when it all came down to the finals between Strathmore. The match was all tensed up when the scores were leveled. The match eventually ended with a draw, but in overall Belverde still scored more than Strathmore. Way to go guys!!

Green Day

She's A Rebel
She's a rebel
She's a saint
She's salt of the earth
And she's dangerous

She's a rebel
Vigilante
Missing link on the brink
Of destruction

From Chicago to Toronto
She's the one that they
Call old whatsername

She's the symbol
of resistance
and she's holding on my
heart like a hand grenade

Is she dreaming
what I'm thinking
is she the mother of all bombs
gonna detonate

Is she trouble
like I'm trouble
make it a double
twist of fate
or a melody that

She sings the revolution
the dawning of our lives
she brings the liberation
that I just cant define
nothing comes to mind

She's a rebel
She's a saint
She's salt of the earth
And she's dangerous

She's a rebel
Vigilante
Missing link on the brink
Of destruction

She's a rebel, She's a rebel, She's a rebel, And she's
dangerous
She's a rebel, She's a rebel, She's a rebel, And she's
dangerous

Sick...

Didn't go to school today, because of some flu and sore throat. Heard that today in school was a fucking free day. But just lots of Chinese revision to do. Well here's a picture of my MC. Have a nice day all..Stay healthy =.=

Cussing

Sex!! Received more results today. English, Humanities, Chinese, A.Math and Physics. Nothing seems to be worth mentioning for Humanities, and the languages...Because the marking scheme totally sucks! I fucking failed my Chinese Oral can you believe that? Usually no matter how lousy I spoke during my Chinese Oral, I would at least get a pass. Like last year when I got 23/30. Fuck ZHOU LIANG!

As for A.Math, it was a dramatic scene. Paper 1 was distributed first, followed by Paper 2. When I saw 42.5/80 on my Paper 1, I was so fucking shocked! What the fucked happened to my grades!?!?!? I lost to Cynthia, Kian Teon, Wai Ip and alot more fuckers in Paper 1. But when all of us got back Paper 2. My expression changed. I scored a fucking unbelievable 71.5/76! OMG WTF HAX!! It freaking pulled my grades up to an A2...And yeah won Kian Teon. Didn't win my lemon barley bet with him, cause he won me in E.Math. But what the heck, our scores are even now...

Tomorrow getting back our finalised English marks...Hope Mdm Yani could be merciful, and give me my deserved 2 marks and pass my fucking comprehension paper. Well L1R5 not even close to my targets...At least a 17 and at most a 16...10 points is like out of reach for me at the moment...But I'm working hard..Watch out you people!

Release of Results

Exams results released, some bursted into joy, while some sulked at a corner. As for me, it was kinda neutral. Cause some my friends around me didn't do so well either. Got backed only my Chinese Paper2, Chemistry, Biology and Emath so far.. Didn't really fare well for my Chinese. Oh well, I saw it coming anyway. Check the left column of my blog for my MidYear Exam results. Don't be shock.

Post Examinations Thoughts

Finally the exam stress has subsided..Though I didn't really study for my Mid-Year Examinations. Went to school today for my Chinese Listening and Chemistry Paper 1. With the heavy rain falling down on to earth, and the fans in the hall blowing like a hurricane, hardly anyone was able to hear the damn chinese fucking speak.
Before my Chemistry Paper 1, found out from my Chinese teacher that I flunked my Chinese Paper 2, and Ms Khoo told me that our class did badly for our Social Studies essay. The day didn't get any better, Mr Ng told us that XingCai was the only guy who scored an A1 for Physics Paper 2.

Headed to my place after school for some entertainment. Wilson, Lincoln, KianTeon, Jerry and Wai Ip went playing Winning Eleven 8 on the Xbox. With only 1 xbox controller, they were all arguing on the order of play. While waiting, Jerry came to the computer and flashed some old Rocky movie trailers..Cool though.

After the crowd went to their respective destinations, I took a shower and went to sleep till 6pm, when I realised that nobody has messaged me on the venue to meet for the movie outing that night. Guess what? It was cancelled again. Bloody fucking movie outings got cancelled twice or thrice in one bloody month. Left me going to Orchard that night all alone.

Headed to Borders and read some fascinating books. Intended to purchase "Hitch Hikers's Guide to the Galaxy" but the smaller hard cover version of it costs $17 while the larger hard cover version costs around $30+++ forgotten the actual price. Then I took a walk around Shaw, went to the clothing department but didn't find anything eye catching. Took the MRT to Dhoby Ghaut which is just 2 stops down. Stoned at the 5th level of Plaza Singapura, staring at some woman washing dishes of this restaurant just 2 levels below me. Sick.

Ended the day at Times Bookshop where I bought my first pen of the year. It was a Papermate Pen (the one with the 2 hearts), black ink, and costs $1.10.
Well tomorrow is going to be a long arduous day, receiving fucked up exam scripts from our teachers. Good luck to all fuckers who took the Mid-Year exams. Cheers.

Currently on Winamp: Good Charlotte - Walk Away

During the Examinations

Just woke up from my afternoon nap...Really was a tiring night last night..Studying Biology and all...Today had my Amath Paper1 and Biology exam, and it was hell difficult. Especially Amath, had lots of screw ups. A inverse, something which i knew at the back of my head, seemed to have dissipated into the freaking atmosphere as the rain came pouring down on us. Heaven must have cried because we were going to fail the Amath exam. Oh well, thank god it's just the Mid-Year exam. But hell, how am I suppose to gauge my standard when there isn't any more exams before the O Levels. Sometimes I thank the teachers for exams, but sometimes I just hate them for tormenting us by making us study so hard for the exam but end up failing still.

Well tomorrow is the Geography and Emath Paper 2 exam. Going to study Manufacturing and Tourism for Geography. As for Emath, I don't really care, cause I probably screwed the Paper 1 too. Hope my grades for Combine Humanities actually improve for once. At least give me a sign that I was actually doing something the past few months.

Wish me luck for tomorrow's exam! All the best to those taking their exams this term too! Peace out!!

Currently on Winamp: Good Charlotte - S.O.S.

Inspiration Post

Drip drip drip comes down the rain,
As time flies by, with my head thumping in pain.

Exams coming our way,
As everyone struggles and pray.
To do our very best, well trying to be gay.

I fucked my revision,
With the blasting television,
And the stinking Brownian Motion.

Currently on Winamp: Blink 182 - Carousel

Oral Examinations

I'm finally done with all the Oral examinations for my prelims and midyear...Today was EL Oral, my heart thumped faster as the clock ticked by the minute. I managed to speak the best of my ability but still had some screw ups in the last paragraph. With many continuous prompts from Mrs Dusk during the Picture and Conversation, I might soon be the worst among the class.
Well tomorrow will be my EL Paper 1 and 2, hope I can beat Wai Ip!!! He's the best in compre in our class man..It'll be such a glorious moment to beat him in EL, not to also mention James, Kah Ming and Jerry...oh yeah Amanda too..

After oral, Jerry, Wai Ip, Tint Khine, Matthew, Lincoln and I went to IKEA to grab a bite at their famous sizzling hot dogs..Chilled at the cafeteria for a while before separating into pairs, each going their own direction.

Oh yeah, the match between Liverpool and Chelsea last night, was 1-0. Damn...Lincoln, Kian Teon and Wai Ip won money...Tonight's the match between A.C. Milan and PSV..Got a feeling AC Milan would win again, like the previous match, 2-0. Well only time can tell..

Sex is just another word,
With many meanings one might have heard.
But just like dirt,
People despise, spit and burp.

Constellations in the skies,
Telling us where our future lies.
Like a diamond shining bright,
Venus is stunning, oh what a sight!

XphoneII Pictures

Its morning and church is at 11am. Told my parents to leave for church without me, while I can slack through the morning at home, then make my way to Bishan by bus.

Well since I've nothing to do, I'm gonna post some lame pictures taken by my Xphone II in the past week. I mean it. It's either lame or fucked.


Mike and Wai Ip sleeping away during SS, while Lincoln and I rushed to hand in the essay.


Matthew sucking his thumb. For god knows why.


Cynthia talking on her phone, while we're at Queenstown Library studying.


Ended the day with a beautiful sky. While Cynthia, Wai Ip and I made our way home from the library.