To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.
On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Perhaps your mind is preoccupied with someone who is terminally ill or dying. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Saturday, March 25, 2006
A Dream...
Last night, I dreamt about something unexpected. I just found out that the person I want to be with didn't appear in any of my dreams, and that the person who I didn't think of much, appeared.
She was the one who appeared in my dreams most of the times.
She always looks pretty both in dreamland and in real life.
I don't know why is it always her.
I need a sign.
Oh yeah during hockey training today, someone stomped on a crow and it died after minutes of struggling for survival. The other crows in the neighbourhood were circling the assisstant coach when he brought the half-dead crow to the side of the field. We were afraid that the crows might all gather and peck him to death lol. But nothing much happened except the death of the poor bird. R.I.P
She was the one who appeared in my dreams most of the times.
She always looks pretty both in dreamland and in real life.
I don't know why is it always her.
I need a sign.
Oh yeah during hockey training today, someone stomped on a crow and it died after minutes of struggling for survival. The other crows in the neighbourhood were circling the assisstant coach when he brought the half-dead crow to the side of the field. We were afraid that the crows might all gather and peck him to death lol. But nothing much happened except the death of the poor bird. R.I.P
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Hectic
I've been busy all week long, and tomorrow isn't going to be an exception.
Just joined hockey yesterday. Went for the try outs and the coach made us run around the CSC field for 4 rounds, then 40 push-ups, then another 2 rounds before we went for some light hockey practice.
I was freaking afraid that I didn't make the cut, because during the last 2 rounds around the field, my arm muscles were already tightened from the push-ups and I had muscle cramps on the right leg. But yea lucky me, the coach accepted everyone. Either all of us met the standards, or the hockey team just needed members, I don't know.
Hope there will be some club jackets for us to wear hahaha, we'll look freaking cool.
Nothing comes without sacrifice, every Wednesday and Friday, Hockey training starts at 5pm and ends around 7pm. But we have to meet around 3:30pm in school.
So that's all for hockey, here comes my class.
We spend time during breaks and after school hours playing Big2, Bridge and Hearts in class lol. I think Yoshi or someone said that "Cards are the best ice-breaker". I totally agree to that, but if you don't know how to play the game it'll be tough heh. I just got the hang of Bridge and Hearts, it's really a game which you have to use your brains to think, sadly I don't really use that brain of mine that often. JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAAA.
We'll be going to IKEA to buy furnitures and stuff for our classroom. All of them are calling it a class outing but I live just fucking 3 minutes away from IKEA! What kind of outing is that!!!!! Oh well.
Just joined hockey yesterday. Went for the try outs and the coach made us run around the CSC field for 4 rounds, then 40 push-ups, then another 2 rounds before we went for some light hockey practice.
I was freaking afraid that I didn't make the cut, because during the last 2 rounds around the field, my arm muscles were already tightened from the push-ups and I had muscle cramps on the right leg. But yea lucky me, the coach accepted everyone. Either all of us met the standards, or the hockey team just needed members, I don't know.
Hope there will be some club jackets for us to wear hahaha, we'll look freaking cool.
Nothing comes without sacrifice, every Wednesday and Friday, Hockey training starts at 5pm and ends around 7pm. But we have to meet around 3:30pm in school.
So that's all for hockey, here comes my class.
We spend time during breaks and after school hours playing Big2, Bridge and Hearts in class lol. I think Yoshi or someone said that "Cards are the best ice-breaker". I totally agree to that, but if you don't know how to play the game it'll be tough heh. I just got the hang of Bridge and Hearts, it's really a game which you have to use your brains to think, sadly I don't really use that brain of mine that often. JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAAA.
We'll be going to IKEA to buy furnitures and stuff for our classroom. All of them are calling it a class outing but I live just fucking 3 minutes away from IKEA! What kind of outing is that!!!!! Oh well.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Guy Fawkes
Remember, remember the fifth of November
The gunpowder treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot.
Guy Fawkes, twas his intent
To blow up king and parliament.
Three score barrels were laid below
To prove old England's overthrow.
By God's mercy he was catched
With a dark lantern and lighted match.
Holler boys, holler boys, let the bells ring
Holler boys, holler boys, God save the King.
The Used & My Chemical Romance
Under Pressure
Pressure!
Pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets
Bah bah dah bah bah dah
(Yeah) (Yeah)
That's okay!
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Scream "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets
Bah bah dah bah bah dah
Okay!
Chippin' around
Kick my brains round the floor
These are the days
It never rains but it pours
Bah bah dah bah bah dah
People on streets
bah dah dee da day
People on streets
bah dah dee dah dee dah dee dah dee dah
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Scream "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher (higher)
Yeah!
Turned away from it all
Like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
But it's so slashed and torn
Why? Why? Why?
Love (love)! Love (love)! Love (love)!
Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love?
Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our ways
Of caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves under pressure
Under pressure
Under pressure
Pressure!
Pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets
Bah bah dah bah bah dah
(Yeah) (Yeah)
That's okay!
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Scream "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets
Bah bah dah bah bah dah
Okay!
Chippin' around
Kick my brains round the floor
These are the days
It never rains but it pours
Bah bah dah bah bah dah
People on streets
bah dah dee da day
People on streets
bah dah dee dah dee dah dee dah dee dah
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Scream "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher (higher)
Yeah!
Turned away from it all
Like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
But it's so slashed and torn
Why? Why? Why?
Love (love)! Love (love)! Love (love)!
Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love?
Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our ways
Of caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves under pressure
Under pressure
Under pressure
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Mink's Funeral on Frostmourne server
Well Mink was a World of Warcraft player who recently died in real life. I'm not really sure about the story, but I'll post it here if I ever get hold of it.
Rest in peace.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Hawthorne Heights
Ohio Is For Lovers
Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
[x2]
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone
So I can fall asleep tonight
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
[to fade]
Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone?
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.
[x2]
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone
So I can fall asleep tonight
[Chorus:]
And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
[to fade]
Rocked My Brains
Today after school was Rockafella2 held at the auditorium of CJC.
Managed to get some good seats in front with the help of my friend's class, 1T13.
The bands were simply amazing!
All I can recall is XiaoAn doing his wicked guitar solos.
Really wished people were more enthusiastic.
But hell, the crowd at the front of the stage were fucking crazzzy hahahaha.
Hmmmm, after that I walked around Orchard Road with George.
Then we left around 11pm.
\m/ rock on fellow guitarists!!!!!!!
Managed to get some good seats in front with the help of my friend's class, 1T13.
The bands were simply amazing!
All I can recall is XiaoAn doing his wicked guitar solos.
Really wished people were more enthusiastic.
But hell, the crowd at the front of the stage were fucking crazzzy hahahaha.
Hmmmm, after that I walked around Orchard Road with George.
Then we left around 11pm.
\m/ rock on fellow guitarists!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Monday, March 06, 2006
Death Cab for Cutie
I Will Follow You Into The Dark
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Post-Fort Minor
WOOOOOOO the concert totally rocked!!!!! I shook Cheapshot, Ryu and Mike's hand!!! Finally I've met Mike Shinoda face to face after all these years. I regretted not getting their autograph. Well a hand shake is better than nothing. Only thing that I hoped was that the crowd jumped along. I was like the only one jumping, I can feel the "wtf" aura around me.
Saw Keng Lam and Jacqueline after the concert.
Bought a FM t-shirt for $35, looks really cool.
Didn't see Tiffany.
Saw Keng Lam and Jacqueline after the concert.
Bought a FM t-shirt for $35, looks really cool.
Didn't see Tiffany.
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