Die

To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.

On a negative note, to dream that you die may represent involvement in deeply painful relationships or unhealthy, destructive behaviors. You may feeling depressed or feel strangled by a situation or person in your waking life. Perhaps your mind is preoccupied with someone who is terminally ill or dying. Alternatively, you may be trying to get out of some obligation, responsibility or other situation.

A Dream...

Last night, I dreamt about something unexpected. I just found out that the person I want to be with didn't appear in any of my dreams, and that the person who I didn't think of much, appeared.

She was the one who appeared in my dreams most of the times.

She always looks pretty both in dreamland and in real life.

I don't know why is it always her.

I need a sign.

Oh yeah during hockey training today, someone stomped on a crow and it died after minutes of struggling for survival. The other crows in the neighbourhood were circling the assisstant coach when he brought the half-dead crow to the side of the field. We were afraid that the crows might all gather and peck him to death lol. But nothing much happened except the death of the poor bird. R.I.P

Hectic

I've been busy all week long, and tomorrow isn't going to be an exception.

Just joined hockey yesterday. Went for the try outs and the coach made us run around the CSC field for 4 rounds, then 40 push-ups, then another 2 rounds before we went for some light hockey practice.

I was freaking afraid that I didn't make the cut, because during the last 2 rounds around the field, my arm muscles were already tightened from the push-ups and I had muscle cramps on the right leg. But yea lucky me, the coach accepted everyone. Either all of us met the standards, or the hockey team just needed members, I don't know.

Hope there will be some club jackets for us to wear hahaha, we'll look freaking cool.

Nothing comes without sacrifice, every Wednesday and Friday, Hockey training starts at 5pm and ends around 7pm. But we have to meet around 3:30pm in school.

So that's all for hockey, here comes my class.

We spend time during breaks and after school hours playing Big2, Bridge and Hearts in class lol. I think Yoshi or someone said that "Cards are the best ice-breaker". I totally agree to that, but if you don't know how to play the game it'll be tough heh. I just got the hang of Bridge and Hearts, it's really a game which you have to use your brains to think, sadly I don't really use that brain of mine that often. JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAAA.

We'll be going to IKEA to buy furnitures and stuff for our classroom. All of them are calling it a class outing but I live just fucking 3 minutes away from IKEA! What kind of outing is that!!!!! Oh well.